shall update soon. really no mood nowadays to write even though i got so much to say so much to write..

Tired ah.. but good la.. if not tired means not working..

Things have been rather exciting lately. now the time is morning 9.12am.. am going to work soon but since its early might as well write a little.. i wonder how my friends are? people like that damian aka tok nonsense king, serene( u n ur bf can get married soon liao ahaha), yaowen(hope ur leg recover soon), hanquan, terrence,  zijie, n so many others!~ anyway.. things havent been that smooth.. family matters n work related. i realized that in my job every moment is gold. i have to make full use of my time if not i wont reap. yea.   sometimes people give me chances and i really appreciate the fact. However, how many chances can people give you? One must be capable and those chances will come becos one is abled, not from sympathy. =)

here im going towards that goal~! time to work!

shall update soon.

did i mentioned that time i went to bugis market n eat with hanquan.. aknn thing happened again. did anyone read my post a couple of weeks back that i mentioned theres this really fierce lady sellg char siew rice. about 2 days ago i went back to the mkt to eat cos my fren wanted to go simlim. i ordered fish soup. this time, my fren ordered it for me. quite a small bowl of fish soup considerg it 4 bucks n my fren ordered the 3 bucks one..but i compare, machiam same. ok, nvm. its ok. after eatg for awhile.. i saw an insect carcass floatg in my soup... tiu.. sian rite.. nvm, after went thru army, no kick! scoop it out nia.. noooothing. ok 2 more scoops of soup went into my mouth plus a few slices of fish. den i THOUGHT i saw a big fried onion. u noe fish soup la, black black fried onion.. but den.. awhile later i went ehh? hmm... still thinking..

den..

WHAT THE FU*K!

its a freaking nymph's disected body w/o the head.. (young of a cockroach)

the insect carcass i threw out was actually the head of the freakg nina cockroach. wha sian leh really... seebei sian... power soup leh.. extra ingredients..really gaaanninaa leh. gan phua dulan. sry for the vulgarites.. this kinda vulgarities mus say one if not really kenot tahan.

i asked my fren return the soup la of cos, change a new bowl..but u think i still got appetite to eat frm that stall again? bought nasi lemak n jus settled it..

lesson learnt: OPEN UR EYES when u eat.

what a great time!!!!

jinglin, astrid,lisa

king, ewan

lisa,ewan,sheryl,julie

brokeback at its best.. edmund,king,ewan..

9th may 2006 was a great day! fantastic. its been very long since i was last so darn happy. hahahahaha whee! i passed my last test on my journey to become an official exempt financial advisor n celebrated my 21st.

these are my frens from PSA, a course to teach people the basics of FA n all of us learn together n have lessons n lunch together to pass a test every week namely M5,M9,AIMS n HI.

im the "baby" of the group..hahah youngest! lol but all of us mix well cos we are roughly the same age. know some fantastic people from the course n thanks to them for accompanying me for my bday. these pictures were taken at holland V coffee bean.. went to cartel @marina to eat dinner n they bought me an ice cream cake (cookies n cream) i was like WOW! =D

haha..nonetheless it was a very very joyous moment.. super paiseh when they sang the bday song.. lol..really..

yea!!!!!! hahaha..

(shall upload the other pics from another camera soon)

was studyg at the library today... gota cover 26 chapters in 3-4 days so the load is quite massive.. u noe when ure studyg..sometimes u tend to stray off or day dream without u even realizing it yea.. it happens..

was into my 2nd to 3rd hr of reading my book when i suddenly realize a little imp running from far n den jumping on to the sofa next to me.. and den he jus sat there.. he is one cute lil boy ard 2-3yrs old maybe? =) i looked at him many times n he was quite guai.. sitting there quietly... i guess he is pretending to be guai cos a stranger*me* is lookg at him.. he sat there for approx 5-10mins without makg any noises..* v impressed* oh btw, u mus look at the way he sat on the sofa.. super cute.. i feel like holding his hand n make friends with him..haha but i scared he think im a stranger n later cry..haha..naw i dun wan that to happen.. im jus satisfied looking at that toddler playing with his fingers n den looking at his mum shuffling thru books.. the presence of him is delightful lol.. after awhile he jumped off the sofa n left with his brother.. looking at the way he walks is amusing too..

the best part of it all is.. when he left, he turned back n waved byebye to me! i guess he noticed i was looking at him all the time la.. haha..

he really made my day.

start ok. music is good. den...

2) knn stupid uncle cut my lane.. so tight already still wanna squeeeeeze in..

3)AH MA ah.. dun suddenly chiong out leh... u die i also die..

4) hehehe... the stupid bugger in front of me wait so long haven get a parking lot, i smart, got a space very fast. *satisfied*

in the end how? cos parking coupon use play cheat method..

tio summon..  really very sian.

today, i went for my medical check up.

do u noe how long ive waited to be able to go back to school again?

BLARDY long.

i remember when i was a recruit, in bmtc tekong. whenever theres lesson on soldiering stuff, it sucks. whenever the platoon commanders are giving lectures, it sucks. sometimes if fall aslp, vulgarities will be shootg, or tio pump. u noe, its so boring u really wanna fall asleep but u cant. time pass so damn slow. so there i go, i will take out my notepad pretending to be a studious solider copying notes but in reality i was either drawing or writing to my den gf. lol. those were the times.

ok la since im tokg abt this shit, might as well  tok abit more..chiong hei.(chang qi in canto)

my most vivid memores in army was 2 occassions.

1)ENLISTMENT DAY! this is a really gan-nin-na day. really. i purposely went to the saloon to shave botak first even before i went tekong cos i heard when they shave, its very ugly n ur hair will become like 1mm long. gan jialat. lol.. there my locks fell on the floor. botak! first time in my life.. i rem comments that i look much thinner without hair. haha. b4 gog to tekong, went to east coast lagoon to makan wanton mee.. that was the first time i started to appreciate that place cos in an hours time i will be boarding the ferry to P.Tekong. That feeling den n there was terrible. Main reason was cos there were people im gonna miss. Upon reaching Tekong n when i parted ways with my family, thats a feeling ill never forget. really. I remeber gog to a lecture hall n recited a stupid speech for our family members to witness.total cockness man. i was like mumbling n at the same time lookg out for my loved ones. i felt like a freaking nursery kid gog to pre sch for the first time.ahahahahaha.

(lesson learnt: treasure your loved ones when they are still around you.)

2) 7 DAYS FIELD CAMP. knn..this one mus scold cos i cant find any better one word to describe it. 7 days never bathe..wha lau..n worst thing was vday was right at the start of my field camp. fked up! lol. i learnt alot frm this camp.. n i mus salute my bmt buddy who went thru thick n thin with me in these days. i rem i act smart n hang my mug out of my bag n road marched. tio lia by a sergeant. thats it. i think i visited hell n back in the next moments. he was there to serve the punishment with me. (this was the most humliating moment of my life but at the same time i discovered a gem! my buddy although he didnt really have a choice. lol)  i remember seeing fireflies n wanted to catch some back for her. these insects are beautiful i tell u..but as i was admiring them, at the same moment i was leopard crawling into pitch darkness where i could hear a old sch(fked up) sergeant screaming at the top of his lungs &@@#^@&# to everyone in the darkness.. lol.. the 7th day finally came.. n we had to road march ard 8km full battle order back to the bmtc.. it was den i really really really wanted to SHIT. my stomach ached so much...can u imagine i so long nvr tabian.. ok la, 2nd time in 8 days. (first time when i tabian i was licked by flies which jus licked my shit) i had several km to go before i can plant my bomb. i even requested to dig a hole n jus wack alrdy but was denied by my sgt. wat a fker.  irony here is i lun n lun so much n long until when i finally reached bmtc, it stopped hurting. Bathing after that felt heavenly..but my skin was not used to touchg water, it sorta like wrinkled upon touchg water.. nonetheless its over.

(lesson learnt: to live in comfort, like right now, is a luxury)

haha..sry i luosuo here abit! nidta go back study to pass my test.. i failed my previous one..argh.

Sat-

I passed by Module 5! 3 cheers for myself.. lol, next is M9, 26chapters in a week. @!##@!#$@$!...

Sunday-

i bought this CD.. called IT'S RAINING, by the korean singer Rain. His dances moves are very nice. but i like the songs cos the tune sounds v sexy esp the theme song. (knn, i noe wat ure thinkg but im not gay hor, im v str8.)

not much happening things over the weekend but nonetheless peaceful n i thank god for it.. only today i went library, saw this 2 person..2 complete strangers to each other quarrelling. One said to the other thats its a lib n ask her to shadup the other was niaming non stop.. i was studyg at one corner... constantly pissed at their behaviour cos i dun like it when i reading then thers noice. cant concentrate rite anot. rreaally reaally felt like going there n shout to them SHHHhhhhhhhUUuuuTTT uPPP!! well it happens ya. 

to my fren damian: ure not alone. i nid one too. lol. Hush.

to my fren terr: get well soon.

to my fren yaowen: itll be over soon. ur situation(operation) is not too bad, u can always always compare it to mine. lol. speedy recovery, we shall go back camp one day n F woon. hiakhiak.

yday at the library..

i studied. long hours.  (hahaha..gd ah, determination)

but that was NOT the highlight of the day.

THIS IS THE HIGHLIGHT: FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 2.5YEARS, I put a pencil lead into a mechanical pencil.. (yes ok... it might seem nutg to u... but to me, its happiness, i didnt realize that i didnt do this action for so long until yday.. that moment was magical..it means the startg era of school and the end of army..)

today..

once again.. i got 2 more chapters to go.. happily walk to library and den walk back home all in 10mins.. why? public holiday lib close. knn. but can only blame myself. so went home on aircon n cheong.. but at home.. got tv n stuff..qt disturbing.. afta 2 hrs went to watch "music awards" qt good ah.

went gym later..ard late evening..today v few ppl there today..afta that i went to the bugis street mkt to look for food..hungry.. DEN! I SAW ONE OF THE FIERCEST WOMAN I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY WHOLE LIFE. I call her the silent killer.

this was what happened.

I looked at her.

she STARE at me, Fiercely, shift her head up to signal me sthg like what u want!

Me: "aaunty, char sao fan"

she bang every thing she touch, bang! bang! bang! and after she take her tools or knife n dun nid them anymore, she throws it back to the direction it came from.. pilipalang!

i could only stare at the way she chopped up my piece of charsiew n the poor cucumber.

after doing her stuff, in one quick action she reached out the plate of rice towards me.

Me:" duo sao qian?"

no reply. jus stared v fiercely at me.

i took 5 bucks n handed it to her.. correct, the money was grabbed n 2 bucks was returned. n the way she looked at me was like wanting to eat me up alive.

shes only in her late 20s. 

no appetite liao. =/

usual, boring, nutg much to complain.

did i mentioned about my classmates. theres this ah beng not the typpical kind.. he looks like.. anyone watch xiao ding dang doraemon? yes? no? remember the big bully.. the ah beng face looks just like him and he has an uncannny resemblance to victor chia feng mi of 02s07 tpjc. he is the ( i feel ), try to act bad.. thinks he succeed that kind. Lol, but some of his comments when i overheard his conversation with his fren was damn funny.. when he speaks english, it mus end with a cb,knn, f**k yes that kind.. lol, then there was once the teacher ask eg. 1st october 2002, which financial act was set up? he said to his fren in turn which affected me... CHILDREN's DAY.. blardy hell, its wrong la, but it made me giggle n cant pay attention. imagine the lecturer tokg n one grp of guys at a corner gog heeheehee.

another classmate of mine carrine(a mother already) spoke to me say she told her husband say i smart, do this job when im a student, can work when i studyg too.. haha.. i told her its a risk la.. cos i mus go out n do prospecting also.. its 50-50.. but all in all i dun feel qt good la, until otherwise ive achieve visible results.

basket..my show huang fei hong channel 55 starhub cable start liao.. continue ltr.